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Thursday, April 29, 2004

Aha.... exams finally done, and as predicted, my brain turned to mush.

Let's see how i did:
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Monday: CS111
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It went alright. I actually read every darned chapter and memorized what was required to be stored in my head...which was -everything-. I found it especially insulting, believe it or not, that the actual exam seemed like an everyday quiz... and only covering around half the chapters i've studied. *sighs*
On the bright side, I know I will get an A. Surely.

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Tuesday: CS113
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Math... After crawling on all fours in high school, it dawned to me that I have never much luck with this subject. Like i told a friend once, math is just one bloody mass of numbers and symbols. Thinking about it is making me grow a tumor.
The exam itself was fairly simple... but when my pen landed on my paper, I think I've fucked it up so bad I'm looking at a second try at it on August. I hope to every existing almighty entity that I will at least scrape a decent mark on this one. I'm crossing my fingers. I suspect a C.

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Vacant Days
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Watched a movie with cousins before I lock myself in my room again to study. And once again bothered by a curious event that happened of late... something about guys paying attention to me and some of my physical aspects. Details to come.

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Saturday: CS112
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Ah...the final exam. I have had sufficient study time for this subject, so I was pretty sure I will pass (maybe not with the highest mark.. but still more decent that a C. Ergo a B. xD). Yes... a B. Hopefully.




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Concerning that with the opposite sex
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Just found out that someone from my school likes me... to the point of him asking around for little tiny details about yours truly, which I find very creepy. Apparently the poor soul has been at it since I stepped into the new school, and has been gathering courage to ask me out. But when he finally did, I dissuaded him with the obvious fact that I am madly inlove with someone *winkwink*.

I thought it would end there, but since life isn't always that uncomplicated, it didn't. He insists i should "try him out", and wouldn't back down. I talked to my boyfriend about it, and of course he's a bit troubled by it.. but then what could he do?
The guy has my numbers and sent me messages daily, mostly asking me out or some other mushy attempt to win my heart (bah). Also nightly phone calls...I don't know where he got it but whoever gave him my number will die a terrible and untimely death.

Ah, well. He knows I want him to back off. The gameplan is to ignore him completely. He does not exist, and though I know he is a nice person, he's driving me to the point of hating him...and hate is something I wouldn't give away too loosely. He is making me hate him. *sighs*

Plus he wouldn't accept "just being friends" with me. Fine, then. We'll be nothing.
Rest assured I am not giving up someone I happen to love because some guy is on all fours and telling me he loves me. *shrugs*





Sunday, April 25, 2004

"Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think of the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport. General opinion's starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but I don't see that. It seems to me that love is everywhere. Often it's not particularly dignified or newsworthy, but it's always there - fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the twin towers, as far as I know none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge - they were all messages of love. And if you look for it, I've got a sneaking suspicion that love actually is all around. "


Never was one for mushy romantic movies, but I was basically off to have my Colin Firth (sp?) fix, and he's excellent as usual (the only mistake this man ever made was that little bit with Amanda Bynes. Ugh)-
-along with a dozen or so random british people. (gawsh.. i love Alan Rickman!)

Love ,actually, is all around... or something of the sort, noting that I never was for quoting movies and with that notoriously cute british accent, you wouldn't care what they're actually saying. (wah, they could rule the world!). It's one of those movies that you could find yourself putting on a silly grin on your face after you come out from the cinemas.

Just about every possible situation is packed into two hours' worth of celluloid and I say it's another winner of a film... not to mention DISSING THE MOST POWERFUL COUNTRY IN THE WORLD (YEAHHHH!! TAKE -THAT-!) ("home of Harry Potter" -my ickle heart jumped) -=-= Kudos to Hugh Grant for making an -excellent- prime minister. =-=- *hint to Blair...*

It's not even mushy anyway. It shows you like it is: love is there, it will find you, regardless
if you've got tremenduosly large hips, or you're a washed-out artist (but compared to Blue? er..), or you're ugly (and can't get laid in your own country?), or speaking a different language, or
too darned young to be in love for people to take you seriously.
Love is love!

Thank God for natural, honest and genuine British films.
(I will go "inhabit" in England---*laughs out loud* I love Colin Firth *sighs*)

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Monday, April 19, 2004

HASH(0x88bd310)
You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.


What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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vamp
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."


Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Saturday, April 03, 2004

Right. UCLES (International Exams) month, so no blogging until the 24th.
I promise to give a detailed account when my sore brain starts thinking again.


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