Aaand...first half of the second Term is done! Let's reasses the damage, shall we?

Well...
Nothing really major. I just know I haven't been concentrating hard this first half. It's the whole thing with the J***(aka Stalker guy)/Lolo dying/me being sick/ really bad weather episodes... *sighs*

Aha.. but been drawing lots of stuff lately--I don't know if that's bad or good. lol.
Music-wise, I'm bending towards metal nowadays. Love songs make me hurl.

Movies... none left an impression on me after Peter Pan. Harry Potter: PoA was a bore, and I will stand my ground even if hordes of fangirls will hurl rocks at me. Please. The movie was weak and you all know it.

Link me! posted by the saucy wench @ 2:59 AM

Suddenly.. life sucks.

Imagine that. Wow.

Link me! posted by the saucy wench @ 11:06 AM

Right...
Been a pretty bad week. Discovered my grandfather (dad's dad) died, and my other grandfather's on ICU for heart problems. To top it all off, I had a fever, and it's midterms week. Okay...

Went home (Butuan) during the weekend to attend my Lolo's (er..what we call our grandfathers in the Phillies) burial. After descending the ship I boarded on I only had time to have breakfast and a shower and we went to my Lolo's house.

And there he was. Or, well, his body. I was not really prepared to see anyone I know inside a coffin (or..uh..once, but I don't really want to talk about THAT). Of course, everyone else around me was trying their best to act like it's alright that lolo's body's in the corner of the room. -.-

Everyone was there, including relatives who're living in other countries. It's sorta like a reunion. And, well, it was time to do the prayers and the last viewing of lolo before they close the coffin.
I felt really bad, honestly. I had all the chances in the world to know my grandfather, but I didn't really do that. For some reason, we weren't really that close.. but he was still there until this time in my life and I hardly knew him. How did I not know he was a war veteran? Or he was an excellent dad? -.-
Right. To prove once and for all that the saying "You won't miss the water until the well is dry" is true.

And I learned that the hard way. :(

God bless you, Lolo. You're in a better place, and I hope you will forgive me for being such a case all these years. I'm so sorry that I haven't tried knowing more about you, when you were just sitting around waiting for a visit or a hello from me. You never failed to ask me how I was, how school was, and everything else. I never asked you the same questions. Ever. I wish I appreciated you more. I'm so sorry. Will miss you, 'lo.

I love you.

Link me! posted by the saucy wench @ 1:36 AM

My grandpa died...

Link me! posted by the saucy wench @ 2:00 PM