4 more days... 4 more days and I get to see Disneyland!!! XD *KID MODE*

Link me! posted by the saucy wench @ 1:28 AM

Okay... I am officially stressed out of my mind! O.O

(Stressed OR depressed? AND depressed? I definitely know I'm stressed though... )

I -know- when my system's out of whack when I notice I am not sleeping well (or none at all) and I eat more than I usually do.

To demonstrate:

When my mom tells me to sleep early or wake up early, I usually turn on my mobile's alarm (it's really better to hear my phone than my mom or my sister waking me up... it's just... annoying).

The bad thing is that I get so stressed out about waiting to hear the damned thing to go off and count the hours until it does that I can't sleep a wink! The weirdest part? After the alarm happens, I finally can get sleep... because I know it won't ring anymore. -.-;

(And this STILL isn't as bad as my mom waking me up... *sigh*)

For the eating part, I ate the following today:

Bfast is rice and chorizo.
Snacked on a Snickers bar.
Lunch is zilch (because I slept... didn't get any during the night... dang)
Snacked on a Snickers bar AGAIN.
Dinner is a mini-cup of jjamppong and fried rice.
Snacked on a cup of ice cream.
and for midnight, I ate 2 more mini-cups of jjamppong.

That's some piggery fuckalooza, right?

Anyway, I'm stressing out and my period is coming close so that makes for a really craptastic month for me. Add in one seriously bogus client... and I'm finding myself wishing I can sleep until the 30th and wake up in a plane to Hong Kong.

Link me! posted by the saucy wench @ 3:01 AM

Bah.. some HKer making racist remarks over Pinoys ("nation of servants"), etc.

Honestly, I can't be bothered. We're just too darned sensitive. -.-;
Anyway, what does Chip Tsao know about Pinoys?

Link me! posted by the saucy wench @ 2:18 PM

Crud.
Might as well kiss the idea of getting 2 dolls in HK goodbye (it was a stretch anyway... but y'all know me... dreamer. :P)

I simply didn't save as much as I hoped. Everything would've went well if the HK Tour Package thing didn't cost so much.. I thought it was just below 15k (*sigh* how naive can I be?) and the rest of the money I saved from work will go to shopping... now that a huge chunk went to the tickets/hotel/tours, I haven't got much left and one of my clients just backed out from her schedule so I have to refund. *sigh*

I'm too stressed out to even think of scheduling more work right now... the current ones I'm working on has been evil.

Ah, well.. it's probably the World telling me to just stop collecting these damned dolls. In a few months after I get them I'd get depressed anyway 'cause I don't know where to buy clothes for them or stuff to customize them. (Well, the idea of getting these dolls anyway is because they are fashion dolls... they can be customized, ie painted on, change their wigs/eyes/clothes/etc. and the whole hobby is actually more pricey than the doll itself... it will be a shame if you're just getting them to display or make them be just as they are... that's not why they are made. It's like buying a canvas... and you still have to get your paint, brushes, etc.)

And the dolls I like aren't even the Limited Eds. They're the regular releases. I can't even dream to TOUCH L.E.'s...

Hay. Peste.

Link me! posted by the saucy wench @ 12:13 AM